Sharing with a friend

Last night one of my long time friends and I studied the book of Matthew last night. Chapters 1-6. It was amazing doing that with her and I hope to continue to do so. I think I will be helping her in her faith as well as continuing mine. I am also hoping to show her what being a Jehovah's Witness is about. I know I am not baptized but I am loving the studying I am doing. I know I would be giving up some things but it is all for Jehovah's sake. He is totally worthy of all sacrifices I have to make. The life I am living now spiritually is what I have been wanting my whole life. It is an amazing feeling and I hope my children love it as well. I am looking forward to sharing what I am reading tonight later.

My New Adventure... Lifelong Adventure

In March 2012, I started studying with a Jehovah's Witness. Her name is Sharon. She really has made a HUGE impact in mine and my children's lives. In September 2012, I started realizing what I was studying is the truth.... the truth of all religion and the truth of life. I started going to the Kingdom Hall in November 2012. It took me a long time to go to the Kingdom Hall because I was afraid of going somewhere and not feeling welcomed again as I have every other church I attended. Here I was loved. My children were loved. It is such an amazing feeling. I think my blog is going to become the way I get to vent about trials and tribulations I run into regarding my journey of my new lifestyle. And also things I learn along the way.

Happiness...

Is true happiness ever really obtained? Or do we just settle? Is doing what we need to do to make ourselves happy considered selfish?

I tend to do whatever it takes to make other people happy. It would be nice to get treated the same way.

"Im Sorry Katrina, We're Over Staffed"

..... Screw you.

I am so sick and tired of hearing "You're sorry". You're not sorry. If you were truly sorry, you wouldn't cancel me almost everytime I have been scheduled. If you were sorry, you would give me money so I can pay my bills and take care of my kids. I've worked 2 times over the past 2 weeks. And you are sorry? Give me a break. How about I come over there and give you an atomic wedgie and then say "Oops, I'm sorry" .... or how about I come over there and take YOUR paycheck and then say "Oops, I'm sorry".

Honestly, you're about to get your ass kicked.

Pity Party

On a day to day basis, I am constantly whining and complaining about something that is going on or something that happened that day. If I am not verbally whining, I am whining to myself in my head throwing an internal pity party. Who likes those kind of parties anyway? I mean, the only person invited to that kind of party is myself, and sure I bring chips and soda, but by the end of the party, there usually aren't any leftovers. And afterwards, I tend to feel worse about myself because those parties are lonely, and I feel really fat afterwards. So its not really a party at all is it?

Then after your party you tend to look worse than you did before, so then someone might ask you whats wrong. So you start telling them and next thing you know, you're having another pity party... but this time you invited someone. But guess what. This person doesn't want to come to a party of this kind. The find it kind of a drag, with the exception of the food. But even afterwards, they will feel fat and hate you for it.

Sad thing is its in our human nature to to throw pity parties. The one thing we continually fail to realize is no one wants to be invited.

This blog is my pity party.... Some days will be full of laughter and goodness and mushy things (rarely).... So let me make it clear, I am not inviting you to this party. But the door is open. And if you choose to, enter at your own risk. But you can't say I didn't warn you.